Thursday, October 21, 2010

I don't care how many fish there are in the sea, I've picked out the one I want and no others will do.

Remember how I said I wasn't going to settle for anyone anymore and I was going to wait till the right person came along?
Well I found him =]

He's funny, cute, outgoing, silly, random, sweet, cute as a button, absolutely everything I want.

He's the very first guy I've ever been with that I feel is RIGHT.
With everyone else there was at least one thing holding me back. Something that made me feel a little bit reluctant. I have never been completely happy with someone. Until now. It's a weird feeling to feel SO much dedication. This probably sounds a lot like a middle schooler, but a month ago, if I had seen a cute guy walking by, or had a convo with some really charismatic, friendly guy, I would probably think to myself, "dang he's cute, I wish I had him." But now, when I see cute guys the first thing that I think of is, "Meh, mine is more perfect. =]" And it's very satisfying that even head turning worthy guys don't really interest me enough for a second look.
I'm more than happy with the one I have and we aren't even really dating yet! But it doesn't matter to me, I feel so lucky and undeserving that even whatever the heck we are right now is fine by me.
The only bad thing about him is that he is going to school four hours away, and hockey usually fills his weekends. But still. I don't mind waiting till the end of the week =]

Sorry world, I don't usually blab this much about suck silly, things, but for once, I feel like this needs to be blabbed. Even if it's just for me to come back and re read in a month.


trevor said...

I guess I better teach you how to drive then.

Jen(3x3) said...

=] Driving scares the bejeezes out of me. I don't even know what a bejeeze is but I can promise you have enough fear to keeps them all out. But I have never been more willing to learn then now, with a destination and a time 1000000 fantastic teacher, I have no reason not to finally get behind that wheel =].