"The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish your feelings - words shrink things that seem timeless when they are in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out."

- Stephen King

Life up to date.

1) I have developed a new love for video cameras and filming random happenings of my life.

2) I lost my point and shoot about 6 months ago. I bought a new one today. Literally 15 minutes after I got home from Best Buy, I found my MIA camera!

3) I have a 65 dollar cowboy build-a-bear that sings romantic Jonas Brothers songs, that I now do not know what to do with because boys, unfortunately, do have the ability to change their minds, and I do not have the ability to return it.

4) I miss all my new friends back in Ontario.

5) My wonderful new sleep schedule that I have obtained over the past 2 weeks in Ontario has vanished due to my best friend being legal again now that we are back in drink-at-age-18 Alberta.

6) My friend from BC is coming for a visit with her new 2 week old beautiful baby girl who I am overly excited to meet!

7) Mosquitoes suck ass.

So. SERVE was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I absolutely love love loved it! I met some really great new people and learned things about myself I never knew before.
And Toronto was great too, very large in every way!
Needless to say though I am happy to be home.
12 days and roughly 2000 dollars later, I am glad to be home.

I have never been on so many different modes of transportation in two weeks ever!!!!

SUV
car
airplane
school bus
go bus
coach
train
subway
tour bus/boat (it drives right into Lake Ontario and continues touring through the lake)
faerie
taxi
pontoon boat
foot
elevator
escalator
stairs
moving floors
even a chair lift!

Canada's wonderland was awesome! Behemoth is a must do for any theme parkers out there!

Pictures and more detail to come. For now, goodnight!!!

Another beautiful day embracing me♥

OH! But first before I go, I will leave you with the song that has embedded it's self in my head.
I know it's a popular radio hit, which isn't usually the type of thing I encourage people to listen to, but it is a little different than you'd expect. And I'm hooked.
Here it is.
Don't Let Your Feet Touch Ground by the lovely Ash Koley!

Hello day before departure and hello empty suitcase and dirty laundry!

Yes, as I have mentioned in previous posts, I am a procrastinator.
Today's TO DO list:

~Pack for 2 weeks in Toronto
~Wash clothes for 2 weeks in Toronto
~Go to the bank and transfer money for Toronto
~Visit my dad before I leave for Toronto
~Tidy my room so it's not a pig sty when I return from Toronto
~Attend a farewell BBQ for the group going to Toronto
~Get a good night sleep so that I am ready to go at 5am to get on a plane for Toronto
~Write my last blog before I leave for Toronto

As you can see, ONE thing on that list has been completed
You may be asking my why I am doing the single most unimportant thing on this list. And to be honest with you, I can't even answer that myself.

Anyways I will complete it all. I always do. Any I even have a good buddy stopping by to bid me farewell! I was suppose to go cliff jumping today into Glennifer Lake with a couple other friends, but the weather and my lack of packing has kind of put the kibosh on that plan.

Also, I did not manage to purchase the camera of my dreams before this trip like I had originally planned, and to top it all off, I lost my little point and shoot as well. So the promise for a wonderful photo display is a no go for this trip. Maybe my mother will let me borrow her Pentax K200D? Highly doubtful. Considering the downtown Toronto environment and all.

Anyways, sorry this post is so lame, but nothing exciting ever really happens the day before a trip. I promise to post as soon as I return, not that anyone will notice anyways. To my one, possibly two loyal readers, I will miss you! See you in August!

A quick note for the 2.
Trevor -Take good care of Lester! He maybe be ferocious, but he as well, needs love. I trust you to treat him right. Miss you! See you when I get back!
Jamin - I will not remove Jamaica from my wrist as long as you promise to save all those secrets for when I return! Miss you!!!♥

And to any other readers that I am unaware of, feel free to leave your name in the comment box so that I know there is actually other souls out there!
Post cards will be sent to those who massage me their address on facebook.

Much love xxx
♥

Here's to an evening of cardboard jungle animals, Chuck season 2, and great company that you feel as if might not be the same again.

I just want you to know, (you being YOU not the viciously broad circle of readers on my ever so popular blog. Even though I'm pretty sure both boil down to the same single soul.) that I don't want anything to change. I really like the way things are right now and I don't want you to vanish from my life in an way. Stay just the way you are cause even if it's not in the way you want, I really really enjoy having you around.

If you promise me you won't fall in love with the cute church girl then I promise you I won't marry a cardboard cut out of each of The Beatles and move into The Rock restaurant and lounge.
Do we have a deal?

Somehow MGMT inspired me to have a jungle themed birthday

I heart this video. I also heart the song. And MGMT in general. But I extra heart this video.

You had better as well.

~What do you want to me bring you back from Toronto?
~You.

You are so perfect. I feel like I am right out of a family channel movie!

Not to worry readers/reader. It will be a seperate blog.

I am holding auditions for someone to share a blog with. I do not have to know this person in the slightest. But having a collaboration of beautiful thoughts would be a dream come true. I have seen duo minded blogs, quite a few recently, and they always seem to hold much deeper emotion than those of a single soul.

If this tickles your fancy, you can email me at blogbuddy@ymail.com =]

If you weren't real, I would make you up.

What's the technical definition of head over heals?

Land Called Lost

If you can no longer feel the fire's chill,
Or become mesmerized by the river's flame,
If you want to dance until the earth learns how to sing,
Then come to a land called Lost with me.

Just want the needs of a thousand others,
And need the wants of few.
And obtain a knowledge that no one has,
To enter a land called Lost, with me.

Listen to the wind until your ears are blinded,
Gaze up to the pure sky till you can no longer hear.
Hold my hand until tomorrow never comes,
You're headed to a land called Lost with me.

Reach for the things that can not be grasped,
And yell out to those who are unable to hear.
And feel as you are embrace without touch,
For you're in a land called Lost with me.