Thursday, February 4, 2010

A grin for you [=

Today was a good day. I like being at work, I always seem to be happier when I'm there. I don't have to fake anything or try to make anyone proud. Nobody there wants me to try harder to be something that I can't right now, so it's a nice escape while it lasts. I also kind of like the bus ride home. I hate the bus ride to work because I usually have to rush myself to catch it and it's always full of screaming middle school kids. But on the ride home, the bus is almost always empty and the hour of relaxation is sort of nice. To just sit and think and listen to music and not have to do anything or talk to anyone if I don't want to. It's like having a nap after work minus the sleeping.
And I have been thinking about the future a bit and some plans are unfolding quite nicely. Achievable plans without having to stretch myself to my limits.
Things all round are just finally starting to look up a tiny bit. Maybe winter just isn't my season.